One of the things that struck me about Strina's original post was how she felt that she may be 'less likeable' than when she was 9. At that age I suspect that many of us are trying to learn how to fit in and be part of a group, to accquire the 'identity' of a group and not to be the outsider, the odd one out. So we learn 'skills' to blend in, we adjust our behaviour in order that we can be accepted. That's an ongoing process throughout life to a certain extent - adapting to the social/work environment that we find ourselves in.
I lost contact with school and college friends long ago. The two school friends that I had maintained contact with seemed to feel that my moving to a different part of London and changing my line of work seriously altered things. Maybe it did but I don't really mourn the absence of that friendship now, just feel a bit wistful every now and again. I just
know that if I went to some kind of reunion I would revert back to how I was then - shy, hesitant to offer opinions, eager to agree. I'm a different person now and, I'd would like to hope, no less likeable. Just, different. Oh, and older