I named myself at TOP after a song by the Comedian Harmonists, which idea, it turned out, had also been had by a winsome Bavarian songstress. (And here I am today in Bavaria myself. The plot thickens.) Then I changed to my real name (or is it?)
That rather reminds me the printed notice that Sorabji headed
TO THOSE WHOM IT MAY CONCERN, IF ANY, AND OTHERS WHO MIND ANYBODY'S BUSINESS BUT THEIR OWN
and which contains the words
"It is also stated that my name, my real name, that is the one I am known by, is not my real name"
and which ends
"Insects that are merely noisome like to think that they can also sting".
mainly because I'd stuck myself with a female persona and the straps were chafing somewhat.
Bra straps, perhaps? And wasn't/isn't there already a member of this forum whose alleged cowardice prompts him to hide behing the pseudonym "Chafing Straps"?...
I don't attach any moral implications to using a pseudonym or not.
Nor do I, but then that is at least in part because I do not actually believe that there are any.
Some of my thoughts are half-formed, some of them are unformed. I don't think that's anything to be ashamed of.
Indeed it is not - but I do also think that it's something that almost inevitably happens to many composers at various stages of the creative process, be they Bartók, Barraqué, Barry or Barrett.
Some of them have become more formed as a result of conversations with many of the fine people on this board. One of those is that using the board as an opportunity to practise intellectual oneupmanship is a sad and undignified thing to do.
It would be hard to argue against that...